Friday, August 21, 2009
~心烦~
这还是我第一次用华语写呢!不是我英文好,只是打华语字真的超级麻烦~
其实还蛮想像上次一样关帖的,因为我真的很懒惰写帖~属于三分钟热度的那类人!
最近心情超不好的,很多事情烦哦~
也许有一半是我自己拿来烦吧~
不知道要如何和宝贝们诉说,就只好来这发泄咯~
真的不知道自己到底要的是什么~
恶魔与天使都在折腾着我~
人生的指南针也突然在这个时刻失去了它的功效~
让我漂浮在海中央~
有很多事情都在尝试改变,真的不想徘徊在原点~
但是遇到挫折后的我,又渐渐地放慢脚步,甚至不敢再往前走~
我真的不够勇敢,不够狠,所以一次又一次的失败,把我变回从前的我~
我有很多目标,有很多很多的理想~
但我没有真正的努力去实现过~
我知道谁也帮不了我,一切都必须靠自己~
成功与失败都在自己的手中~
突然脑筋闪过一些画面~
从前的我,不会像现在一样那么懦弱~
应该说,是没想后果就乱乱闯那类型~可以说是不怕死^^
其实这样也不错啊~不用像这样那么犹豫不决~
渐渐地长大,就慢慢接触到更多的事情~
但却让我失去了当初那股冲劲~
因为逐渐长大,就会有更多的责任,就必须顾虑很多事~
不能再那么地冲动,那么的义无反顾~
哇~现在想一想,以前我还真的做过超多疯狂的事耶!
超夸张的都有~丢脸的事也超多的~哈哈^^
还蛮不错的回忆叻~
segamat的朋友真的超棒的~
虽然我知道很多人都觉得我人间蒸发了~
(真的没时间啦)
好啦~不想写了!
我要重新收拾好心情,
因为我相信我能改变,我也相信我会得到我要的^^(要有正面的想法哟)
不要让这些事影响我的心情哦~
还有现在超想快点回家~呵呵!home sweet home~
还有很想见见很多的老朋友~
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
..holiday ending soon..
Thursday, June 18, 2009
15/6~16/6 happy days^^
Friday, June 12, 2009
holiday starting~~
talk bout the genting, we got a trouble, we cant book the room...
the genting fellow dun let us book the room...
wahaha...
so, waiting for the coming monday^^
Friday, June 5, 2009
-sad-
Monday, May 25, 2009
right or wrong?
You may be wondering, is there a right or wrong decision?
some easy choices will involve a yes/no answer with a clear differentiation between the black and white.
However, in more complex and emotional ones, choices would involve grey areas, which results in 'maybe'.
simple choices or complex choices alike, the decision making process between two options is an inherent part of life, and one of the basic survival skills needed.
We all make dozens and hundreds of choices everyday.
Many of a time, our choices are 'made' for us through a governing auto pilot mode, which means that there is little thought involved when making a choice.
If a person normally has noodles for lunch, he/she would most probably be choosing noodles for lunch instead of having rice, or burgers.
It is known as an unconscious choice, habitual choice, or an intuitive choice.
However, we do make conscious choices, such as choosing which shirt or dress to buy, or choices that would have a more profound impact on the direction of your life such as which course to major in university.
These choices would require more thought, time and energy.
start from the beginning..
actually i dun feel like writing a new blog again..
bt i saw few blogs jz nw..
then only i realized a lot of my secondary school mate have their owns also..
really 后知后觉..
and because of this, i decided 2 write a new blog again..
i having exam next week..
seriously shouldn't open a new blog nw//
bt i feel so bored to date v my book ady..
i need a rest.. (actually is an excuse)
thought about secondary school life..
it was a wonderful time..
no pressure, no worried..
is totally enjoying..
i guess u feel tat too..
ntg 2 express anymore for today..
jz wan 2 make myself a bit busy,
so tat i won't feel bad for nt studying for my exam.. hehe^^
love lots...